Why is it
Why is it that you loop back when you want to say your piece?
Why is it that when you go to make a point in that meeting your brain shuts down?
Why is it that when you turn inwards instead of outwards when trying to share with the world?
Maybe the past is whispering to you to manage your expectation.
Maybe it's there to make you stop making a fool of yourself.
Maybe it's there so you don't want to feel anxious again.
It doesn't serve you. Go tell the world who you are.